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A New Thoughtful Spot
 
Monday, September 23, 2002  
Ah, here we go again. I thought I'd get in a post for this month before it slips away. Too bad there isn't really anything "new" or exciting to report. Still just got skool to do, and not much else. Not having so much luck on the social front, per the usual. Of course, I'd have to have any social SKILLS to have any success there. Not that this is a new lament for me, or a particularly fruitful one. Nothing ever gets better, and it can't get worse. Gots to luv stagnation. *sigh* Maybe, once I start working on research 24/7, I won't have the chance to think about how pathetic my life is. And, i I do, I'll atleast have something constructive to do to put it aside for a while. *deep sigh* Sometimes, I almost hate myself, what's NOT going on for me, my inability to change it. But hate doesn't do anything helpful, or change anything, so it's not worth holding on to, even with other reasons to let it go.
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