Making my way, every day;
Walking the road, bearing the load.
Making it a little, but not all alone;
Starting a life, getting it going.
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Just a man, pausing in his daily walk to ponder.
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Monday, April 15, 2002
Well, well, well...Back again. It's been quite a ride these past ten days or so. Started with (appropriately) a rather large leak. Then the ceiling fell in. Then, maintenance wouldn't come fix it. Then, one of my friends got really depressed. Then, I got depressed. Now, I finally got some recognition (and $$ for grad school), and then my roomie goes and breaks up with his girl. It's been....interesting. Kinda making sense in that way that doesn't. Ah well, there's not a thing that I can do about it. Just keep plugging along, as they say. Not that anyone cares, mind you, nbut I gotta keep going anyway. So, now it comes to decision time. How much $$ is my current school going to lay on the line to keep me? Do I really want to leave? Do I HONESTLY want to move away from everyone/thing I know, and start again? Hopefully, I'll know by sometime next week, so I can inform the proper authoirities. Ah well. Perhpas the best question right now is: "Why do I insist on getting these inane crushes on girls that I'll never even talk to, much less know?" Apparently, no one knows the answer to that one, or to the accompanying "Why doesn't any single girl show any interest in me?" Maybe I'll figure it out as I go along. Maybe it'll get solved for me. Maybe everything will all just work out in the end. All mysterious and such. But until something really good happens for me one way or another, I'm going to just keep on plugging away the same way I'm going. Eventually, I'll get somewhere. . . . . .
9:39 PM
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